Well, umm..yea.. Guess what? That's me. Not telling you that I am happy to be like this but I am not sad either! That's how things really works, right? I am being more quiet than ever! Even with my girl-mates. Seriously, I feel as if my existence was just like the air we breath. Exist but cannot be seen, and not all of us really appreciates it. That is fine then! I am like 'soooo coool'. Still, in silence.. I would sometimes cry, laugh and smile. Well, these days has been pretty hard to me. Too much secrets treasured just in my own heart. No one really knows me except for Allah, ya Rabb. Well.. I never asked to be looked at, right? Yup. That is what I asked for in my prayers. I want to be a great muslimah! ' Seorang wanita solehah yang menundukkan pandangan dan juga tidak dipandang,'. Alhamdulillah, I believe that what Allah decides is surely the best for me. Even if my friends leaving me behind, I don't really care if it makes me nearer to Him. So, whatever it is... Just say ALHAMDULILLAH ^_^
As what I believe, everything happens for reasons. It is such a shame because sometimes I forget to thank Allah for everything. Even Prophet Muhammad never forgets to thank Allah. Astaghfirullah. Malunya kita kepada Allah dan Rasulullah :'/
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