Kita, bukan dia

🍵 chicken soup for the soul 🍵

🎉KISAH GADIS YANG TIDAK PANDAI MEMBASUH PAKAIAN

Himpunan Kisah-Kisah Sufi Moden :
(Siri "Makanan Qalbi")

Bismillah : Ada satu pasangan muda yang baru berkahwin tinggal di sebuah kawasan perumahan. Suatu pagi, sewaktu sarapan, si isteri melalui jendela kaca, ia melihat jirannya sedang menjemur pakaian... "Cuciannya kurang bersih ya bang," kata si isteri. "Dia ni tentu tak tahu cara mencuci pakaian. Mungkin dia perlu sabun yang lebih elok."

Suaminya menoleh, tetapi hanya diam dan tidak memberi komen apa-apa. Sejak hari itu setiap kali jirannya menjemur pakaian, selalu saja si isteri memberikan komen yang sama tentang kurang bersihnya jiran mencuci pakaian.

Seminggu berlalu, si isteri hairan melihat pakaian-pakaian yang dijemur jirannya kelihatan betul-betul bersih, dan dia maklumkan kepada suaminya, "abang tengok jiran kita ni dah basuh bersih pakaiannya, tak macam sebelum ni, siapa agaknya yang ajar dia cara yang betul untuk membasuh pakaian?"

Sang suami berkata, "Saya bangun pagi hari ini dan membersihkan jendela kaca kita." Isterinya terkesima.

Dan begitulah kehidupan. Apa yang kita lihat pada saat menilai orang lain bergantung kepada kejernihan fikiran (jendela), pabila kita memandangnya, jika HATI kita bersih, maka bersih pula FIKIRAN kita.

Jika FIKIRAN kita bersih, maka bersih pula PERKATAAN kita. Jika PERKATAAN kita bersih (baik), maka bersih (baik) pula PERBUATAN kita.

Hati, fikiran, perkataan dan perbuatan kita mencerminkan hidup kita. Jika ingin hidup kita berkembang, maju, dan berjaya (bersih/baik), maka kita harus menjaga hati, fikiran, perkataan dan perbuatan kita agar tetap baik. Kerana itulah segalanya.

HATI menentukan FIKIRAN.
FIKIRAN menentukan
PERKATAAN & PERBUATAN.

2 hal paling baik di atas kebaikan :
■ Sangka baik kepada Allah
■ Sangka baik kepada Hamba Allah

perbanyakkan selawat
ke atas Junjungan Mulia
Nabi Muhammad S.A.W"

:: Not mine ::

When you're trying to ignore those annoying boys

Boy : I lavvv yeaaa
Girl : Awwwwwwwwwww, I love me too. Thank you.

Travel Guide : Ke Korea ke kita?

Hanin Syaida Mohd Roslan. SPM 2014 9A+ InsyaAllah.

Masa semakin suntuk  bagi calon SPM 2014 seperti aku tetapi apa yang aku buat sekarang ni? Masih menaip blog. Hmm. 

Masa yang pendek ini aku pinjam untuk berkongsi dengan diri aku sendiri pengalaman manis di Korea. 

Bunyi macam bajet gila bila aku taip Korea. hmm. Biarlah. Harap maaf.

Intro : Aku sebagai photographer separuh masa. Separuh lagi ialah Azeera. *wink*

Almost all the time being there, we traveled either on feet, on train or by bus. 

Subway map sangat membantu and you can travel on your own with some help from the locals, insyaAllah.

* anda mungkin menghadapi sedikit kesukaran untuk berkomunikasi sebab the locals tak berbahasa inggeris. Mostly

And oh, you can buy tickets or public transit card (T-Money)

T-money = 10 000 won if not mistaken

But you have to recharge it before using .

We put our trust in Azeera to read the map and leads our way.

She did an excellent job and..tersesat sekali dua okaylah tu

This is the namdaemun market, the large traditional market where people pushes each other and the sellers were some friendly and some others quite scary.

 Biasalah tu. Malaysia pun ada. Souvenirs boleh beli di sini.

Ada orang jual baju t-shirt Korea murah. Lol

3 t-shirt = 10 000 won

Boleh try tawar menawar di market ini seperti di Malaysia, hahah

              '20 000 won,'

'18 000 won?'

                'No, 20 000'

'hmm..'

          'Okok.'

* macam dah biasa buat kerja ni. Ouch. Haha

This is The Gwanghamun Square. There was this big statue of King Sejong the Great and a booth were you can try on Hanbok and other Korean traditional clothes for free. You just have to leave your Id card or passport at the counter - untuk memastikan barangan mereka tak dikebas.

This is the Gwanghamun Palace. There were visitors like us swarming around the palace.

Katanya, inilah lokasi penggambaran cerita Korea ala-ala raja-raja semua tu. 

Admission fee:

Palace gate: free

Gyeongbokgung palace: 3000 won for adult, 1500 won for adolescent

*1000won = RM3 +/-

Inside the palace area.

The weather was fine since we came at the end of spring ( 14 degree celcius at morn).Agak breezy and the air was sharp.

 We were looking for the bus stop to go to the Namsan Tower.

The Namsan Tower. We had to walk up the hill to reach the Namsan Tower. It was nice and tiring. Worth it jalan naik bukit bagi orang muda macam kita ni. Ahaks.

The breathtaking scenery you can see before walking up the hill to Namsan Tower. Take a bus to reach here.T-Money card can be used.

The Namsan Cable Car from the Namsan Mountain. Adults (Roundtrip): Individuals 8,500 won / Groups 7,000 won Adults (One-way):  Individuals 6,000 won / Groups 5,000 won    Children (Roundtrip): Individuals 5,500 won / Groups 4,500 won Children (One-way): Individuals 3,500 won / Groups 3,000 won Kami ambil one way dari namsan mountain and travel down to myeondong. Ada subway di Myeondong but pening sikit nak cari. Hmm.  

This was a glimpse from the Namsan Cable Car Station at the base of the Namsan Mountain. Dah turun Namsan Mountain. Yeay!!

This is Itaewon where you can find Muslims and halal restaurants all over the place. 

The official branch that sells halal product is Salam.

 There were Salam Bakery, Salam Restaurants, Salam Mart and  things like that. 'Sopping' makanan puas-puas. Lol

The Seoul Central Mosque in Itaewon.

Anyway, this is us with our parents at KLIA 2 before flying to Korea. 

Alhamdulillah, we went back with gold award for the innovation exhibition. 

Applause for my teacher Nadira Ismail, friends: Azeera and Aina for their hardwork.

Note : We stayed at Coop Gangnam Residence in Seocho which was the best. Nearest subway station is gangnam station and nat'l seoul university station. Ada tempat masak lengkap dengan alatan. The price was 80USD per night. Pay in won. You can either book for duo room or master. Pick duo for family with average age children. Bilik sama besar cuma duo ada satu katil di tingkat bawah and another di tingkat atas which is quite rendah. Master ada sofa set di tingkat bawah and katil di tingkat atas yang berbumbung rendah jugaaaa.

sekian,
Assalamualaikum :)

Strong

Hear the rain pouring,

While my heart is tearing,,

Let it bleed,

Because I'm in need.

In need of  remorse,

I'm turning, turn into a big girl, 

So just let the world,

Teaches me to stand up still,

Like the steel,

Then I can be strong!

Doop bee dooo, we learn from mistakes. So, we don't have to wish our life to be perfect because it won't anyway. So, yeah! Rise up, don't just lie down. Allah is always with us.

ps:// I'm not sure what is this. A song, a poem, or something else? Haha. It's killing.

Haha. I've drawn this. See, that person on the bed wants the sweet so badly but doesn't make any effort. Unlike the girl, she makes a great effort. So, yeah. She gets the sweet!

Pic 1 : the girl was so happy, so she didn't realize the existence of the hole.

Pic 2 : she stepped into the hole

Pic 3 : she fall to the ground

Pic 4 : she stood up in her grubby dress

Pic 5 : so, she cleaned her dress

Pic 6 : she continued her walk and being careful.

Pic 7 : she saw the hole. So, she did not step into it? Lol

Pic 8 : she made it!

Sincerity

There's this one day when I played with my younger sister.
I asked her to act as i'm going to make a video (video suka suki je lah kan?).
So I said,
'adik let's play! I'm going to shoot a video of you. Your part is being a sailor and you're going to die. So, say your last word, okay?'.
Hahaha. So, she did as what I said while sitting in her red boat (konon-kononnya).
What suprised me is actually that she said,
"I'm going to sail the world with my boat *big voice takes place suddenly* (i guess she tried to sound like a grown-up) . If I sink(tahu-tahu je nak tenggelam lepas ni), tell my mommy and my daddy 'i love you',"
and after that dia terus tenggelam dalam air!
Haha. That fast ah?
Padahal baru je beri wasiat. Lol, adik.
Highlightnya apa? Motif?
"tell my mommy and daddy 'i love you',"
I don't know but I think her word sounds so sincere.
Because it is a little kid saying here?
There's no way she could sound 'terpaksa'.
Plus, I told her it is going to be her last word (in the act) and she really thought of that! SubhanAllah.
Aku tak expect lah budak pun berfikiran macam tu and I hope the sincerity of that word remains.
Iya la, kita dah besar ni makin lama makin banyak menipu.
Eleh, macam kita tak tahu. *mata bergolek (eyes rolling) *
Hahaha.

Sabda Rasulullah s.a.w yang maksudnya : Redha Allah bergantung pada redha dua ibu bapa, Dan murka Allah bergantung pada murka kedua-dua ibu bapa.

Superman

Sticks and stones may break my bone,
But your words breaks my heart
('Superman' lyrics by IM5)

I don't know but I think I like these words. Plus, the singers....are .........kinda...........char.......ming...okay, did I just typed that? Haha.

Love Marriage VS Arranged Marriage

Like...what?! What really? Haha. Lol. Must be shocked by this title. I'm too. Excited, scared, curious, whatever. All sorts of feeling strike my heart but well, writing this topic won't scare me to death right? So, my beloved teacher, Miss Maryam Ahmad Maulana made us talk about it in our previous english class. It was like a little bit discussion among us. Well, I think my teacher had been telling us the truth that teenagers like us have the right to speak out our mind on issues. I guess i'm all fine because I like thinking and planning on things but...umm... I don't really like talking in the public actually. Hehe. So, it was a great discussion among us and yet an exciting topic! To speak the truth, I love it! Furthermore, my teacher asked us too choose one of it and write down the reasons on a piece of paper. Gee, I found it very hard and took the whole night to make through my homework. I ended up doing just a simple mindmap which took a couple of minutes after all the hard times thinking of it. Yay me! Okay, no. It's bad =,= I'm very sorry for myself actually. I just couldn't make it because I thought that i'm too immature to think of marriage. Am i?

@urbandictionary

Aiman showed me this one thing and I was like all melting. Hahaha. Not melting for him surely! >.< Melting for the words I read. Lol. Great definition but ummm.. i'm not sure about the 'beautiful' part. Yikes!

Anyway, Aiman's definition is way 'better'! But still, euuuuuuuwwww! Hahaha. I'm underage to understand those things! Oh, what is 'love' really? *acting naieve*

Enchanted by Taylor Swift

There I was again tonight
Forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired lonely place

Walls of insincerity,
Shifting eyes and vacancy
Vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered, "Have we met?"
Across the room your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks
Like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up
2 AM, who do you love?
I wonder 'til I'm wide awake
And now I'm pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I'd open up and you would say, "Hey,
It was enchanting to meet you,
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you."

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you
Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don't you let it go
I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I'll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else
Please don't have somebody waiting on you

ps:// uhh...speechless enough? yup, i am. Nevermind, just smile! ^_^

Rainbow Madness!!

Mum, can I have this rainbow cake?u Pleaaaaaaaaasee *kitty face*  Pretty, pretty, double pretty pleaase? *duck face* No? Okay, fineee. Sobs.

Hahaha. Madly pretty cake isn't it? Lol. Nafsu berleluasa di dalam diri! I'm craving for the adorable cake! Muahahaha! Entah apa perisa kek tu pun aku tak tahu. Apa mungkin hanya sekadar kek span yang berwarna-warni bertujuan menarik perhatian kaum hawa yang mudah terpesona oleh kepelbagaian warna yang comel? *ayat skema* Hahaha. Apa pun, aku terpesona olehmu wahai kek. Cukup-cukuplah menggoda sanubari aku >.<

Mum........me want that rainbow stuffs! That rainbow gumballs, rainbow cookies, rainbow lolly necklace, rainbow bla bla bla bla . Can I ?

Jiran sebelah yang dengar dah macam... 'Uish, gilo ko apo anak dak Lan ni? Cakap omputih kemain lai. Yang didongarnyo rembo sajo.'
Rembo pun boleh laa.. =,= saya faham..

Aksi Comel!

Lalalala~
Hahaha. Yay! Best main dengan Nickhun! Pengubat hati tatkala kesedihan melanda hati Hanin yang kadang-kadang rapuh. Eh, rapuh ke? Noooo lah. Allah kurniakan kita hati yang sangat kuat untuk menghadapi dugaan-Nya tetapi masih lembut untuk merendahkan martabat kita dihadapan-Nya. SubhanAllah.

  Hey! Hey! Aku nak cerita ni!! Tadi kan.... Iqbal tak berhenti main! Aduh, budak seorang ni.. Hyper bebenor =,= Lari kesana kemari..keliling rumah! Kalau dijumlahkan, rasanya boleh mencecah 300m dia berlari. Eh? Mungkin tak? Umm...boleh la tu! Anyway, Nickhun memanglah seronok berlari! Sebolehnya dia nak ajak aku main sampai lewat malam agaknya. Hahaha. Aku pun okay je la, melayan anak seorang ni. Hohoho. Sesuka hati aku je kan? Fikir ada program realiti 'Anakku Anakmu Jua' ke? Trololo. Main pun main juga tetapi tak sampai 15 minit aku dah terdampar di atas lantai. Erk... Separuh nyawa dah aku.. Hahaha. Nickhun pula berlari seorang, tak sedar kelenyapan aku dari dunia dia. Haish.. Setelah  beberapa saat barulah Nickhun sedar...Sedih agaknya tak dilayan lepastu mulalah adegan comel yang dilakonkan olehnya... Tadaa!!

Adegan pertama:

Hanin: *terlentang atas lantai* *lidah terjelir* *mata separa buka, nak intai Iqbal*

Iqbal: *lari ke arah mama Hanin sambil tersenyum* *goyang-goyangkan kaki Hanin*

Hanin: *tak layan*

Iqbal: *Naik atas badan Hanin*

Hanin: Rawr!!! Hahaha

Yay! Iqbal terkejut and ran away!!

Adegan kedua:

Hanin: *penat* *letak Iqbal kat tempat mainan*

Iqbal: *membebel seorang diri sambil kutip mainan dapur gas & periuk * *tiba-tiba senyap*

Hanin: *Hairan* *Tengok Iqbal* *terkejut* NICKHUNNNNNNNN!!!

Rupa-rupanya Iqbal sedang memasak dengan khusyuk =,= Dia masukkan susu dari botol kedalam periuk yang elok tersusun atas dapur gas mainan! Aigooo, babyyy! Kesianlah akak yang kena basuh periuk awak tu~

ps:// semoga awak tak lupakan akak besar nanti! Hahaha

Sad Life

  Dear Beloved, today is kind of a sad day to me. Umm, okay. Not really. I surely had a lot of fun swimming in the pool this morn! Oops! Lies detected! I don't really swam but I did play in the pool! I don't know how to swim =,= so, make sure you can swim if you wish to marry me! Hahaha. I need a life saviour not someone who wish to drown together with me in the sea of life. Trololo. What a quote of the day! Words of wisdom by Hanin! Yay!! By the way, my sad day began at 1.30, the time I woke up from my tiring morn. It was a shocking moment as I thought that I just woke up from my night-sleep. Zzzzzzzz.The windows were wide open, the light rays shone into my room and .....the time was 1.30???!!  I was like, ' Ya Allah, Subuh! Subuh! Subuh! Oh, what have I done?!'. Gelabah punya gelabah, lepas tu terus terdampar di atas tilam yang empuk dan bantal yang basah dek air liur basi! Euwww? Wahaha. So, I was really like a whale brought by the strong wave to the shore, on the soothing white sand...awh... And so.. Since I calmed down, I started to think seriously and zooomm! Memory recalled! Alhamdulillah, I performed my solah and I did woke up this morn. And now, I was just waking up from my long nap. Yay! Problem solved! But still, I was a lil bit frustated as I feel like wasting half my day on my sleeping habit. I did sang 'Half Alive' by secondhand serenade, showing my desperation. Urgh.. Bad Hanin!

Another thing! A quarter of the cake which I left in the fridge was eaten! It was a @&%%+ news to be heard as soon as I woke up from my long nap! All of sudden, I felt another half of my life was gone. Feuwww... Fly with the flow of the wind, my dear... Seriously, I have no more reason to live besides eating my wallnut cake! Lol. That was a joke. Astaghfirullahalazim. I do have such reasons to live but... THAT WAS MY CAKE! AND YOU ATE IT?! Duh... Cousin Iskandar! Why you do me like this?! Agagaga.. *mulut berbuih*

Last of all... Haih....penat tiba-tiba..

Why are they leaving already?! My super hyper big old sista! And you, my super duper big buff brother! No! Don't...please... Don't leave me............................. Hahaha. Okay, toodles guys! How could you leave us behind for the sake of your study? =,= uh..yea. Surely you could because that is what Allah and prophet Muhammad tell us to do. Learn! Learn! Learn!

Eh, wait! One more leaving! My son. My dearly sweet son. Awww.. Why leave Mama here? Hahaha. Actually, my baby Nickhun is going to leave me already. He is going back to Korea. Hey no! Sarawak! Eh? His 'kampung'? No! PJ laaah. Sobs. Mama is very upset okay. There will be no one following me everywhere I go next time. Lol. He follows me everywhere. Aku ke hulu, dia ke hulu. Aku ke hilir, dia ke hilir. He was really like the yellow silly DIGI mascot! *singing* I  will follow you, I will follow you everywhere you go~~ Hahaha.My family even called him my son as we act like it. My sister said that he is a son to Mr.Datuk I married. ' Anak Datuk mana ni kakcik? Anak siapa?' Hahaha. Silly sister! 'Atuk'  kat rumah ni ada lah! Not a 'Datuk'! XD

Bye sayaaaang!! My Nickhun!

My Becoming Birthday.

Umm..birthday? Me? Uh...okay. I celebrated my birthday yesterday! Yay me! Hohoho. Okay, why am I always excited really? Hehe. By the way, the cake was enormous and super scrumptious! Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah for giving us such a pleasure. It was a chocolate-wallnut cake! Yikes! I always go nuts on nuts! Hahaha. Got it? Me heart nuts! I don't know but I just happen to love nuts very much! Groundnuts, Hazelnuts, Wallnuts! Very tasty, aren't they? No? Okay :|

My Boy!

Yay!! My boy! My boy! My boy comes to my house! Aww, baby!! Hahaha. Lol. Like seriously, I am waaaaay so excited! Guess who? Harry? No! Adam? No! Then? He is..... MY BABY NICKHUN! Hahaha. Actually, his real name is Iqbal but I call him Nickhun instead! Hehe. My beloved cousin, he is! Fair skin, dark hair and a face like Nickhun! (One of the 2PM's members! Oh me, oh my! I'm so melting~)
I tried to snap his picture but he kept running as he thought that I was just trying to chase him! Pity me :/ Baby, I want your pictures!

  VS

Always Been The First

'Happy 16th Advance Birthday! Nina loves you!!' Okay, sis -,- it is going to be just in a few more days and surely a long time to go. Anyway, thanks for the bracelet! Yikes, it is pink? I was hoping for blue T.T tee hee~ it's okay! Your choice has never been wrong before. I guess, it suites me well? Hanin and pink? Perfect! Gahaha

Red Velvet and Friendship

  Hello and assalamualaikum! Guess what, my sister's old friend came to our house! *like seriously, why am I too excited?* My dear, they had fun making red velvet cupcakes together and I was just being a spectator, watching them in between. Left, right, left, right, I could see the love was floating in a melody of a cherish song in the air. Umm, I mean..love as a friend? Hehe. No bad thoughts please! They are like two sweet girls talking about their past and it made me think for seconds, ' How will I be when I grow older? Will my friend still be my friend? Will we have good time talking about our past ?' Yea, right! It makes me feel so curious about the future! But well, you know... We do plan for our life but Allah, The Almighty plans better!  Always better! SubhanAllah.

ps:// By the way, the taste of their red velvet wasn't any better than its look! My throat felt so uncomfortable by the ever-lasting sweetness of the cupcakes. Lol. My sister put too much sugar into the barter. I couldn't help myself from eating the craving red coloured cakes eventhough I knew how they taste like and so, I prepared myself a glass of fresh water in case I suffered from the over-glucose! Tee hee~

Yay, Kahwin!!

'Erkkkkk.... Kahwin? Hanin, kahwin? Serious ke?'

Sudah...ini apa kes bunyi frustrating semacam ni? Hahaha. Takde la, aku excited je pun. Salah ke? *puppy eyes*

'Excited, hanin? Kau dah ada calon ke?'

Oi samdol, dodol, cuba bawa bertenang! Breath in and out~

Sebenarnya, aku baru perasan yang aku selalu cakap ayat ' yay, kahwin!' ni! Bukan aku excited nak kahwin la! Aku excited menunggu bila abang dan kakak aku kahwin....walaupun....jauh lagi masanya. Kurang satu dekad la kiranya. Sebab apa ya? Alasannyaaaaa, aku selalu dengar kakak dan abang kawan-kawan aku kahwin! Aku nak jugak!! Lagipun, tak pernah merasa kenduri kat rumah ni. Lol. Haritu aku offer diri nak jadi wedding planner kakak aku dan selepas brieffing idea bernas aku...dia terus macam... 'Nooooooo!!!'. Ummi pun geleng-geleng kepala! Hahaha. Nasib lah wahai kakak~

  Ehh, aku tiba-tiba teringat something pasal pasangan bahagia ni! Sebenarnya kan...aku pernah la menjadi saksi beberapa 'scene' orang bercinta *astaghfirullahalazim* ...dan...aku selalu hairan... Kenapa kalau someone (A) terserempak dengan (B) muka dia terus berubah macam nampak hantu? Serious, aku tak tipu okay! Umm..rupa macam nampak hantu tu mungkin tipu la sebab aku sendiri pun tak tahu rupa bila nampak hantu. Faham-faham je la kan? Mulanya aku ingat diaorang yang aku nampak ni takut dekat 'boypreng' konon-konon tu. Bila fikir balik tak logik pulak kan? Iya la, dah bercintan-cintun then nak takut? Rupanya, perubahan pada wajah insan-insan ni adalah kerana rasa malu. Ohhhh, malu rupanya. Dah macam dugong aku tengok. Hahahaha. Okay, jahat betul mulut ni! Sorry sorry. Tipu je, mana ada macam dugong pun. No worries! Ehh, I wonder muka aku pun pernah berubah macam ni ke sebenarnya? Ohohohoho. Bukan berubah macam dugong ya maksud aku! Jangan pernah kauorang bayangkan aku berwajah dugong! =,= 'terlalu perfect' untuk aku..

ps:// maaf la, aku memang overdose sikit bab-bab monolog dalaman ni! Hehe

Hey, awak! Awak! Comel kan gambar ni? Copy and paste je la, bukan saya lukis! ^_^'

Fallin' For You by Colbie Caillat

I don't know but I think I maybe
Fallin' for you dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm falling for you.
I'm falling for you.

As I'm standing here and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you and we start to dance

All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling.
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you.
I'm fallin' for you.

Oh, I just can't take it
My heart is racing
Emotions keep spinning out.

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you

I've been waiting all my life and now I found you
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you.
I'm fallin' for you.

I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you


I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you.
I'm fallin' for you.

Oh
Oh no no
Oh

Oh, I'm falling for you

Ohh, I just love this song! Colbie Caillat's songs surely give me a heart-warming feel. I like the song 'I Do' too! ^_~

ps://It's hard to express your feelings when you know you're waiting only for a halal relationship. But, no worries! Let Allah be THE ONLY ONE who knows your heart. Allahurobbi, for the sake of dunya wal akhirah. In syaa Allah

Diamonds And Love

 Last time, my dad was so excited telling me and my brother how diamonds are related to love. Yea, diamonds are the symbolic of love. Talking about love, I am certainly naive about love.. I don't understand love. I don't know love. But, I was eager when my dad told me about the diamonds.

   So, diamonds are already seen pretty even with our naked eyes, right? But, what if we see through it? The way my dad told me makes the diamonds seem so wonderful to me. So, last time.. my dad went to buy a ring for my mum. He experienced a great time watching through a diamond. He said... as he see through the diamond, he could see how the light rays that shines on it reflects glimmers forming the shapes of hearts. And from the other part of the diamond, he could see the light rays as if it is a flame. It makes him realised how diamonds really shows love and how perfect our Rabb made it so beautifully. SubhanAllah, how wonderful. Isn't it?

I Luv Books!

  Hey ho! School season is just around the corner! Seems like almost all students are busy preparing our stuffs for school right? Yup, certainly!! Are you ready??! Aye, captain! Ooooooooh, *spongebob song* My,my..pardon me! I am too excited that I feel like singing out loud and doing somersaulting! Haiiyyaarghh! Hahaha. So, let's check our list then! Bag pack? Done! Stationaries? Check! Books? Almost! Homeworks?? *whistling* Ehem, homework??! Erk....not yet!! Hahahaha. Yea, that's true! Very true! I haven't touch any of my homework.. I guess i'll do it at school then! Hehe. Yea, yea..i know..supposely done at home..but, it's okay right? Hee~ *fake smile* sorry teacher! Forgive me?

  So, I was getting myself all ready for school a few minutes ago which means... I spent my precious time in my mini library! Actually, I don't really pack my stuffs yet. Instead, I was just spending my time discovering the books, and treasures in the library! Yeay me! =,=' okay, that's not good? As I was admiring the hidden treasures in the small room, I saw my precious lovely books! Yea, the books I used to love since I was in standard 3! Well, you know.. I was a bookworm! I 'was', okay? Hmm, how about now then? Urmm.. I still enjoy reading books but not as much as before! ^_^ By the way, you should take a look at my books! They're very colourfull! And, there are also some 'I WONDER WHY' books which I like too!

ps:// do you think I should own an instagram? My sisters said I'm a looser for not having one =,= BAD SISTERS! Bad girls! Hahaha. I don't really care actually. They just couldn't help themselves from insulting the others.